HEY :) as a test , windows 2k is helping... hopefully avoid the reformat :) Tats, looks great, hope it is the last time you need to be dug on. Kimi, you survived! Lets hope that days like that are no longer a part of your future.

Notice... I am probably reformatting today. So .. you may not hear from me for a couple (crossing fingers) days. Or if all goes well , sooner.

Pen E. I can't really put what I mean in words. But like hearing a new band for the first time, you recognize the rythm as something similar to your own. The feelings it evokes are not unknown to me. If it was experiment, you are to be doubly commended. If it was inspirational, well, life is a kiln. Glad you found the secret and enjoyed it :)

Found it now. Glad that I did.

Yes, Lexa, it is recent around late Monday to early Tuesday. Took about ten minutes to write. Could you elaborate on your comment on 'deep stuff'? Ideally, if it made you feel anything and what? As well as your thoughts. I'd be most grateful and I could share more with you if you'd like. That can go to any here that care to provide imput. either here or in email. I don't know the Secret either.

Aparently I am too sneaky for my own good.

The Secret... man... I needed help... lots of help...

That is some rather deep stuff there Pen E. Is that recent? Tiree, you are self explanatory because you are just... Tiree! what else can one say?? Tat's. I hope that the timing of your quitting and other things are all very good omens:) I will think good strong happy thoughts for you and Kimi and Soul. I so want it to work out! ( and yes some reasons are selfish.) :) So best of luck to you all!!! Onenut, I hope all things work out in all ways :)

Going to Try Something Different. Here's one of My Poems. Tearing at the seams, I can't seem to hold it all in. Why can't you appreaciate what you've had til you lose it. That must be the nature of the beast. What will overwhelm me and wrestling the reins away? Didn't you know that the dead don't cry, scream or bleed? I feel something give and rip away from me. Where is my sprirt? Was that all of my soul? I wait for you, Love. Please, I'm not all the way dead. My life splinted and frayed. Which way will lead out of this shadowy maze that mists over me. Alone in a crowd. Damn Me for who I am...

Well the secret is definately not me. Since I am a self explanatory fan :P